mklptrk ([info]mklptrk) wrote,
@ 2008-12-02 20:41:00
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Bone Selfish
I have this attitude now at work. It's this perfect dead end job, so in the end it's really my fault for not becoming a successful fireman or at least radio personality. Anyway, I'm just really cold now, I don't want to crack jokes, get involved. It's just like what's the point? I haven't had this type of piss-poor attitude since high school, it seems like. It's a real 'high school' way to act. Like, I voted and Obama won, and I was like, "So?". It's a pathetic, selfish game I like to play with people. What it probably comes down to, as usual, is that I'm a lonely soul. I love these people, really, I love life, you know this. But, fuck you, fuck off ALL of you sometimes.

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as a bastard old friend who's forgotten everything cool or anything else but still . . .
[info]professormcjerk
2008-12-03 05:26 am UTC (link)
no. fuck you. and your ears.

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Re: as a bastard old friend who's forgotten everything cool or anything else but still . . .
[info]mklptrk
2008-12-12 06:42 am UTC (link)
You're right.

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Come Visit but. .
[info]guns_n_butter
2008-12-03 05:28 am UTC (link)
Hey You get off my CLOUD

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Re: Come Visit but. .
[info]mklptrk
2008-12-12 06:42 am UTC (link)
You're absolutely right, sorry.

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Bone Shellfish
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2008-12-29 05:14 am UTC (link)
I know what you mean. I have an attitude at work also, although for different reasons I won't get into right now. I think it comes from unhappiness and sadness at the same time. That didn't come out right. But, well, forgive me if this is a trite reference, but I do agree with a lot of the movie.

"...We've all been raised on television to believe that one day we'd all be millionaires, and movie gods, and rock stars. But we won't. And we're slowly learning that fact. And we're very, very pissed off."

I'm trying to realize that even though I'm not a rock star or millionaire that I'm very much in the middle of the pack and there are a lot of people who have it much worse. And that helps me feel less indignant and sorry for myself. Because AFTER you get pissed off about the perfect woman / tons of money you don't have, you usually realize you have your family, tons of friends, intelligence, good looks, great sense of humor, musical ability, great beard, whatever, and that a lot of people don't even have one friend or a place to stay. Life is short and pointless, much like this post, so you may as well enjoy it.

It was fantastic to see you at Christmas, but I'm over my time for this post.

Joshua

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